During dinner, Kazuki had been wondering where his father was, and Soushi had to agree this wasn't like Commander Makabe; surely he would at least leave a note or otherwise inform Kazuki if he was staying out. They had taken a bath some time later, and Soushi could tell it still bothered Kazuki, even as they prepared to head to bed.

The phone rang, and Kazuki was quick to answer the call. It was something about Mr. Mizoguchi calling to tell Kazuki that Commander Makabe was over at his place and too drunk to come home tonight. Kazuki put the phone away, looking somewhat relieved before giving Soushi a calculating look, and Soushi smiled. This completely changed the mood, and it also meant the house was theirs.

The next moment, Soushi found himself against the closest wall with Kazuki kissing him, already slipping his hand under the yukata Soushi wore. Soushi had no objections as Kazuki rarely made the first move, and when he actually did so, the sex tended to be great. This was impulsive and quite passionate, and Soushi was curious to see where this was going.

Perhaps Soushi wouldn't have minded them doing it right there against the wall, what with Kazuki fondling his thighs and pressing hot kisses on his lips and neck. For convenience's sake, though, and to make sure they had the necessary things available for preparations, he whispered, "not here", and Kazuki gave him a silly grin then took his hand and pulled him along, leading him to his bedroom.

The moment the door was closed, Kazuki's lips found Soushi's again, his fingers entangling in Soushi's long hair in the midst of the heated kisses. Soushi froze under the deep kiss, his body all too eager to have more. He reached to grasp Kazuki's arms for support, gripping on the fabric of Kazuki's yukata and let Kazuki take the lead.

Without breaking the kiss, Kazuki knelt down, dragging Soushi down with him. The futons they had set up for the night were right there, and at that point Kazuki broke the kiss, giving Soushi a grin. A few seconds later Soushi found himself on his back on the futon, with Kazuki moving in and on top of him, already covering his lips with another kiss.

Impulsive and passionate maybe, but someone had to think of the practicality issues. "You... need to," Soushi mumbled against the kiss, his voice nothing more than a whisper. Kazuki broke the kiss for a second and looked at him then nodded before returning to kissing him. Soushi caught Kazuki by the shoulder and was about to push him off and comment on the matter again, but his eyes caught the sight of Kazuki reaching to the side in the midst of the kiss and fumbling around a little until he found what he had been looking for.

With the bottle of lubricant in his hand, Kazuki sat up and gave Soushi a victorious if slightly embarrassed look, and Soushi looked up at him and smiled, shifting his position a little bit on the futon, ending up with his hair scattered all over the pillow.

Kazuki leaned in for a quick kiss before sitting between Soushi's legs, and Soushi helpfully spread his legs some more, reaching down to pull off the yukata’s belt and to push the cloth out of the way while at it. Kazuki's mortified expression as he looked down at what was under the robe made Soushi chuckle a bit. Kazuki was the one who had started this, so it shouldn't have come as a surprise that Soushi was quite aroused by now. The reaction was endearing in its own way though, and Kazuki's eyes went more serious then as he added some of the lube on his fingers. "Relax?" He mumbled, his voice barely audible, but Soushi gave him a reassuring nod and closed his eyes.

Calming himself and relaxing wasn't an issue, and neither was the slight discomfort that came as Kazuki pressed his fingers into him, and Soushi could only find himself smiling. In all honesty, Kazuki was being more cautious than necessary. Soushi could've definitely taken rougher treatment if needed, but at the same time, he appreciated the gentle touch. He gripped the edge of the futon with his fingers, trying to breathe calmly but failing somewhat. Kazuki's touch felt good, in the end, and Soushi pressed himself against that touch.

There was a limit to how much of the cautious preparations he was willing to take, though. Kazuki was being careful to the point where it was slow and tormenting to the level where even Soushi's patience ran out. "...Kazuki... Please?" Whether it was a simple request or desperately begging for more, if it was the permission Kazuki needed to proceed, Soushi was willing to say it.

Considering Kazuki's original eagerness for starting this in the first place, he was quick to get to the point. A second of staring at Soushi with a somewhat surprised expression, then he quickly finished his preparations, hastily shuffling around to get his yukata out of the way and adding some lubricant on himself. That done, he leaned down for a quick kiss before positioning himself between Soushi's legs. "...Is it okay if I...?" He mumbled against another kiss, and Soushi sighed.

He grabbed a spare pillow from the side and stuck it under his lower back, then raised his hand to Kazuki's face. "I want you," he whispered, leaning back and making sure Kazuki got the idea he was prepared. Kazuki looked at him with a hint of that embarrassed smile; and he took a hold of Soushi's thighs, carefully pressing closer before taking a deep breath and entering him.

Slowly, but deep; Kazuki paused to let both of them adjust, not that Soushi needed it anymore. He welcomed the fleeting pain that melted away as their bodies connected, raising both hands to Kazuki's face and looking back at him. Kazuki watched him, returning the touch by moving his right hand to Soushi's face and drawing his fingertips over the scar on the left side, and Soushi closed his eyes again, pressing against the touch.

The impulsive passionate mode returned, and Kazuki shifted a little, pulling away then pressing in deeper, repeating the movement before picking up a good pace for his thrusts. Soushi tensed up for a second, a gasp leaving his lips before he managed to calm his breathing. His struggle to stay controlled turned to be in vain as right then Kazuki's lips found his again and stole his breath, the passionate kisses and the rapid thrusts making it very hard to keep himself calm.

Kazuki's left hand fingers pressed against Soushi's skin around his hips, holding him up a little; his right hand grasped Soushi's hair and tugged it to pull Soushi's head up for deeper kisses. Soushi wrapped his legs around Kazuki's thighs and did his best to move against the thrusts. It was easy to lose himself in the bliss, and he saw no need to hold back.

He wanted to feel more of Kazuki's warmth, and raised his hands to pull the loose yukata down from Kazuki's shoulders. Kazuki paused his movements for a second and pulled his right arm out of the sleeve; considering he was still holding Soushi with his left hand, the rest of the robe kind of stayed on, but it didn't matter. With Kazuki's short break, Soushi squirmed around enough to free his arms from the yukata he wore himself, and with that done he caught Kazuki's shoulders, happily pressing his fingers against his skin.

The kisses stole Soushi's breath again, and Kazuki pressed on, wanting more just as much as Soushi did. Short, soft kisses, followed by a deep, more heated one, and Soushi dug his fingernails into Kazuki's shoulders, only to urge him to carry on. His attempts at controlling his breathing turned into ragged gasps between kisses, soft sounds leaving his lips, but he wasn't going to care and nobody would hear them.

As they continued, their bodies connected, Soushi idly considered if there was a need to touch himself but then decided against it. Kazuki's body was so close to his, and each thrust caused Soushi's erection to rub against Kazuki's skin as he continued to move, and Soushi decided he wasn't going to need anything else. Kazuki wasn't going to run out of stamina anytime soon, and Soushi quite liked if he himself managed to last as long as his partner.

The warmth he had longed for overwhelmed him, and he embraced it, as much as it wore down his body and made him feel like he couldn't control himself. With Kazuki's lips covering his, with Kazuki's skin against his, he wasn't afraid. He wanted this and wanted to let Kazuki feel the same; he'd taken Kazuki's position in sex many times before and knew what it felt like. Kazuki wanted him as much, and neither of them particularly cared who did what, though Soushi welcomed these rare times Kazuki got bold enough to push him down and take him.

The intensity was slowly getting to Kazuki too, Soushi noted. The thrusts were as strong as before, but Kazuki couldn't keep up the kisses as deep anymore and he was also gasping for breath, quietly mumbling Soushi's name under his breath. Without thinking about it, Soushi found himself replying, just feeling the need to say Kazuki's name, even if his voice faltered. It didn't matter and he knew Kazuki heard him. He could easily tell from the way Kazuki froze for just a second, and the way he gently gripped his hair, like to confirm they were still both there.

They were both here; too lost in the pleasure, Soushi could only focus on the feeling of Kazuki's presence. They were both here, right now, existing as one. This feeling was something he shared with Kazuki only, no matter how many others he had been in Crossing with. Nobody else had shared his body like this, and Soushi was content with that.

It was too much, and every time Kazuki pressed into him, Soushi felt like he wasn't going to be able to last another move. He clung to Kazuki with all his remaining strength, unable to think anymore. He didn't need to think when he could feel, do his best to move to respond to Kazuki's movement and feel as his body neared its limit. Kazuki whispered his name once more and brushed his lips over Soushi's before he gave up and pressed his head against Soushi's shoulder, seeming to be struggling to keep his thrusts under control.

If they actually came at the same time, Soushi couldn't tell. His strained body claimed the release, and it made him blank out for a few seconds, lost in the bliss. He heard Kazuki crying out - or was it he who had cried out, he didn't know. All he did know after the moment passed was that Kazuki was still there, and Soushi slumped against the pillow, relaxing, though he wasn't willing to let go off Kazuki's shoulders.

Finishing this meant a bit of a mess, though, and usually Soushi was the first one out of them to think of cleaning. To his surprise, though, he found Kazuki pulling away a moment later and doing his best to clean them both. "...You okay?" Kazuki whispered, earning a soft chuckle from Soushi. His body had definitely been through worse, and it wasn't like one round of sex was going to knock him out.

Then again, Kazuki's stamina considered, and the fact that they weren't going to be interrupted tonight, Soushi calculated one round wasn't all they were going for this night. Besides, if Kazuki was going to be this passionate, one round wasn't what Soushi was going to settle for himself, he decided. "Give me five minutes and I'll be okay," he mumbled, raising his hand to Kazuki's hair and drawing him in for a quick kiss. "We're not done yet."

Kazuki looked at him with a smile and pressed a kiss on Soushi's scar.

Author's notes:

I'd pretend there was a plot here, but the plot is "Kazuki puts it in Soushi" so let's not even pretend! Birthday gift for a friend.

- Lady Harken (July 2016)