Culgan: *They were sitting in the small kitchen of Culgan's apartment in the City of L'Renouille. This was the first free night they've had in a few weeks, so he had everything planned. Some homemade stew and good wine... A candlelight dinner, and after the dinner... He smiled to the younger man who sat across the table.* How is the wine? *He asked, watching as Seed sipped the drink. The wine was from Kanakan. //Only the best for you, my love...// He continue eating, enjoying the dinner so far. He had planned for this for a few days now, after hearing that they'd have the night off. The wine was from his personal collections, and he'd made the stew earlier. He wasn't the world's greatest cook, but still knew how to make decent food. And he had wanted to make the dinner himself. He studied his lover's face, noting that the redhead looked very beautiful in the candlelight.*

Seed: *He noticed Culgan watching him, and he preened under the appreciative glance. He was feeling rather mellow tonight, and the wine helped calm him even more. His lover was catering to him in every aspect of this liaison, and although he was used to being spoiled by the older man, it was still something of a surprise. He glanced about the apartment with mild interest; it was rare that they had time to spend together, and he was usually so hyper he never took notice of the place itself.* "Very good, thank you..." *And polite...the wine was definitely better quality, and stronger than usual.* "I never knew you could cook...and how did you get this wine? Or is that a company secret amongst the higher ranking military?" *His eyes twinkled in merry humor as he finished off the wine appreciatively. He noted then that the smell of the stew was significantly more pleasing than anything he'd gotten a whiff of in the officer's cafeteria.* "You're going to make me fat, you know..." *

Culgan: I'm not... I have some exercise planned, too... *He grinned a bit, knowing that Seed knew what that meant. It had also been some time since they'd had the chance to make love, and he wasn't going to miss this one.* Oh, the wine is from my personal collections. I know someone who works as a trader... Excellent opportunity to get my hands on some rare items. *He finished the stew, then poured some more wine for both of them. He glanced around in the apartment too, stopping to stare at a bookshelf. It had been some time since he'd had time to do more here than just sleep. //Sleep... ah, but I'm not planning on sleeping tonight...// He smiled, feeling very relaxed. His eyes turned to study the redhead again. Just watching Seed was always a pleasure for him, and right now, he had all the time in the world to just spent with his beloved.*

Seed: *He turned in his chair, feeling eyes upon him.* "What?" *He blushed slightly, fidgeting from the intensity of Culgan's attentions tonight. He very much liked it, but his lover was rarely so obvious. He was already loosened up by the wine, and Culgan's double-edged comment made him uncharacteristically giggly. More wine, and he'd be a barrel of laughs. He set the glass down gingerly. //You make me act like a 16 year old schoolgirl// The realization wasn't entirely unpleasant; he rarely thought about the amount of power the older man had over him, let alone how deeply he affected his psyche. He blushed again, but this time it was from the truth.* "You make me feel silly..." *He shuffled in his seat a bit.* "Quit staring at me..." //Giggle...sigh...ah, he's fantastic looking...// *And now it was his turn to stare, and had anyone walked in on them at that moment, they might have appeared to be having a private competition, to see who'd look away first.*

Culgan: *He sat still, calmly watching his lover. He grinned as a response. He stared back, then, without turning his gaze, got up and walked beside the redhead. He drew Seed up from the seat, wrapping his arms around the younger man.* Well, you make me feel a bit silly, too... *Those words were true; he had never found himself smiling as much as he did when Seed was around. He was known as a reserved and calculating man, but with Seed... //No sign of Colonel Ice-cold, I guess... You have that weird effect on me, my love...// He smiled warmly, very amused how his smile made the fiery redhead blush. He kissed the younger man shortly, then looked deep into the wine-brown eyes.* Well. What do you want to do now? We've got the whole evening... we could go read something, go out for a walk... Or we could just sit there by the fireplace and make ourselves comfortable... Or then again...

Seed: *He knew very well how the evening would end, and where it would take place. Culgan's suggestions to draw out their time together tested his good humor, and he smirked.* "I hate to read...you know that. As for ambling along in the darkness, I walk all day in camp, in training, and in general. I really don't see the romance in staring into the moon all night..." *Producing an exaggerated frown, his eyes flickered over to the fireplace. //You'll not tame me so fast tonight...// He made a non-committal purring noise in his throat and then scowled.* "Someday, I'll have to bring over some good beer. You and your wine..." *His mood shifting as quickly as his train of thought, which sometimes left even himself in a tizzy, he scurried away from his lover and stood reluctantly before the waning embers of the fireplace. //And how long before I begin to fidget?// He suddenly wanted to jump around, and realized that the wine was making him hyper, instead of sultry and mellow. A most distressing situation indeed, and he became angry at himself, certain he was ruining their night together.*

Culgan: What's wrong with my wine? Well, if you want some beer, I can arrange that, too... *He folded his arms, looking at his lover, amused. He knew that Seed wasn't up for any romantic stuff, and their relationship didn't actually require such things. //But it's still a fun thought...// He didn't need that kind of romance, either. Just lying next to Seed in the darkness of the night and stroking his lover's red hair was all he wanted. //You'd laugh if you ever were awake when I do that... heh// He could see that Seed's mood was now changing. His lover was like that - calm at one moment, and then, fiery just a few moments later. //Ah, it'll take some work to tame you now, my love... I like that// He walked next to the fireplace, smiling to Seed seductively.* Well, if you're not up for a walk or such... Then, what do you suggest?

Seed: "Nothing...nothing at all." *Sullen mood sweeping away what was left of his good cheer, he flopped onto the floor by the fireplace, seeming to fold in on himself like a dying flower. He was convinced that his extreme mood swings implied a lack of sanity, and he was never calm enough, nor rational enough, to question that conclusion.* "Let's just sit here then, okay? And bring some pillows..." He looked up at Culgan imploringly, knowing that the other man wouldn't deny him a thing. He identified the faintest tinges of a sultry curve to his lover's mouth, and it captivated him. Culgan was the dominant, the alpha male, and he had absolutely no problem with that. To associate even the remotest vestige of sensuality and seduction in that face and form sent his head reeling. That was a submissive trait, one more suited to him, stereotypes be damned. Had he the sense of mind and the willingness to realize it, he would have recognized the alpha male in himself, wanting to claim the other man as his beta. Of course, he probably would've laughed himself into an early grave if he did. As it was, he lifted one corner of his mouth in a feline smile, his eyes taking on a high gleam of rarely expressed interest.*

Culgan: Alright, whatever you wish, my love... *He turned to pick up a couple of pillows from the couch, then sat down next to the redhead. He wrapped his arms around Seed's shoulders, still smiling. //You really make me act weirdly, my dear...// He couldn't imagine himself smiling like this to anyone else, and besides, anyone except Seed would've just gotten a cold glance when asking for anything. //Not you... I'd do anything for you, Seed// He studied his lover's face, wondering what the younger man was thinking now. He could usually read his lover's thoughts very well, but tonight, the expression on his lover's face left him guessing. //Hmm?// He loved it when Seed smiled like that; it usually meant that the redhead was up to something.* So. Better now?

Seed: *The handsome face looked into his own intently. He traced every feature on Culgan's face with his eyes, considering the warm lips with a desire more ferocious than usual.* "Hmmm? Yes...yes, I'm fine..." *He trailed off, confusion breaking up his words, and burrowed into the strong chest contentedly. //Am I being tamed again so quickly?// He didn't have an answer to that, and he peeked up through disheveled bangs, noting that his lover was looking into the waning fire. //Even his jawline is perfect// The sounds of the sizzling embers were strangely peaceful to his ears, and he felt his body relax in a manner that was alien to him. His mind, however, was alert with a sharpness that seemed to defy its very existence, swimming about his brain as if in search of a lifeboat. Wine-brown eyes glinted with a brief, unconcerned blankness, then filled with an unfamiliar hunger that reflected the heat of the fire. He wanted to devour Culgan, suddenly and unceremoniously. Not at all sure about how to express the overwhelming urge, he simply yanked his lover forward by his collar, and kissed the exposed jaw, then the chin, then the strong mouth, shifting to face Culgan as he did so.*

Culgan: *The kiss didn't surprise him, nor did Seed's sudden change of mood again. He was too used to it. What was a bit new was the redhead's passion. //Hmm? What's this... Ah. Are you trying to control me?// He smiled to that thought in his mind, then just wrapped his arms loosely around the younger man, responding to the kiss. Usually, by now he'd taken the leading role in this, but... //Well, might just as well see how far you're planning on taking this, dear...// He'd never take the submissive role in bed, but he could let Seed do this. It would be interesting to see what the redhead was up to. //And I know you'll give up sooner or later... Heh.// He let Seed kiss him, leaning back a little, pressing his back on the pillows.*

Seed: *He wished he could read Culgan's mind, and then he passed on the thought and steadily kissed his way down to his lover's neck, where he nibbled contentedly. He was sorely tempted to rip at those perfect clothes beneath him, a habit that always pissed Culgan off. Instead, he found himself settling for a very large suck mark, ignoring the fact that this too irritated his lover. He felt, rather than saw, Culgan lean back against the pillows, pulling him so that he lay on top of the older man. He squirmed into the firm body, situating himself so they he lay between the other's legs. Sidling upwards, he found Culgan's lips and began kissing them again, insistent upon inserting his tongue inside the seemingly amused mouth. Sometimes he wished he were a bit taller; especially now, given that he was trying to gain as much of an advantage as he could over his more solid lover. Feeling the mild curve of the lips, he nipped at them gently, and pulled away.* "Are you laughing at me?" *He tried for a serious look, hoping that he didn't appear as sexually hyper as he felt.*

Culgan: Laughing? No, I'm not laughing. Should I be? *He answered with his usual calm tone, smiling. He could easily keep his cool appearance, even though he did want to laugh. Seed trying to look serious was just way too amusing, especially when he could see how the redhead really was feeling. It was easy to read Seed's mind, too. He removed his black coat calmly, pushing it aside. //Well, better do this before you do it. I don't want you to rip my coat... as I guess I'll lose another shirt... once again.// He wrapped his arms around the younger man again, looking at the wine-brown eyes.* Well. Are you planning on doing something or are you just going to sit there? *He drew his lover closer for another kiss, still letting Seed take the lead.*

Seed: *If they had been standing side by side, his head would have come to Culgan's shoulder. Until now, the discrepancy in their heights mattered little, since Culgan was always the aggressor. Frustrated, he wanted to feel the press of his lover's hard member against his belly, but he had to shift up higher than usual in order to fully kiss those wonderful lips. Culgan wasn't making it that easy for him, assuming a pliantly submissive position that he was certain was intended to frustrate his efforts at dominance.* //That's what I'm trying to do, isn't it?// *Hot blood rushed to his face, the thought of making love *to* Culgan and not just *with* him causing a blush that enflamed his whole body. He didn't quite know whether the idea excited him, terrified him, thrilled him, or all three.* "Can you sit up more?" *In such a position, he'd be able to feel more of his lover, and maneuver the proud face down to meet his without losing any proximity.* //Ah, I suck at this// He flushed again, realizing that he was asking for things whereas Culgan would simply do them. //I couldn't just move him around like that, could I? Well...maybe after a little more of this...after I stop chewing on his lips and try for something harder...// *

Culgan: *This time, he really had to put some effort in staying calm and not start laughing. Seed seemed to be so inexperienced in taking the leading role in this that he really wanted to laugh. But he just smiled calmly, nodding to the younger man.* Sit up? Sure... *He grinned a bit, then changed his position.* Is this better? Or perhaps it would be better if we moved to the bedroom... *He knew he wasn't too good at playing the submissive partner, but Seed didn't seem to notice his poor acting. //Well, I guess I can play along for a little longer...// He knew the redhead would give up sooner or later. //And if not, I know how to make you give up.// Still, he was interested to see how far his lover could go. He could guess that his hot-blooded lover would get too excited soon enough. //Hmm... I'm sure I can stay calm... let's see what you're going to do, my love...// *

Seed: *He looked for any signs of mockery in his lover's face, but he seemed to be playing along, and with good cheer. //He doesn't think I can do it// Irritated, he straddled the smiling man, pressing his lower body against Culgan's member more roughly than he should have. The other made no sound, and he grimaced, suddenly sure how this evening would end up. Him, counting the cracks in the ceiling, and Culgan, alpha as usual.* "Oooh...you make this so difficult..." *Still, this position was more flattering to him than the other one, and he could at least bring the handsome face down to meet his. Thoughts of riding Culgan like a pony came to mind, and he wondered if he might not spare himself the embarrassment and just impale himself on the older man. He was competitive, but his damnable lover had some way of unnerving him, stripping him of every advantage he had, leaving only his temper as a weapon. His hands began moving of their own volition, wanting very much to feel every inch of his lover's well-made form, desire making his worries seem less important. Culgan probably didn't have the same erogenous zones that he did, and it was then that he realized how much work it took to being the giving partner. All he had to do was accommodate. Culgan had to *know.* //And I don't know anything...yet// Without thinking, his hand moved down to attend to the firmness against his belly.*

Culgan: *He smiled to his lover, closing his eyes. Seed sure wasn't too good at this, but the touch still felt great. //Hmm... well, I guess you've had a good teacher...// He breathed slowly, not letting the usual serenity leave him. He was sure Seed must've noticed his pathetic acting already. He just didn't know how to be the submissive partner. //Damn, I really suck at this, eh... I know how you do it, but I'm not really the type to do that. I could learn, though... maybe I should let you play the boss more often...// He almost laughed to the thought, but managed to stay calm again. The redhead was just too fiery to be the one to take the lead. He considered himself to be pretty good in bed, and couldn't think his lover being able to do the same things he did. //It takes skill, my dear... and the most important thing being the ability to stay calm...// But he was going to give the redhead a change to try, so he pressed against the pleasing hand as much as their position allowed, not noticing how he subconsciously started to work with his lovers clothes.*

Seed: *Aware that Culgan was taking initiative again, he paused briefly. However, didn't he remove his lover's clothes too? So...maybe it was still all right. He resisted the urge to make himself completely nude, and appreciated Culgan's patience with him. There was no point in deluding himself any longer; he knew Culgan realized his ineptitude, and was willing to accommodate for it. Nimble fingers worked at his lover's member, which was still hidden within the binding cloth pants, nails tracing vertical lines up and down its length. Teasing, hoping to frustrate his immaculate lover into a groan. He leaned forward, taking a small white button between his teeth, and biting it off. He didn't trust his hands not to further embarrass him, and the shirt's fate was never in question. //Poor shirts// He grinned wolfishly and bit off another button, determined to agitate his calm partner. His free hand immediately sought out the exposed flesh, and he traced slender fingers down the broad chest, where it came to rest upon the warm stomach. The shirt was ruined, and he spit out the last button, after which he buried his red locks into Culgan's neck, scent of his lover making him giddy again.*

Culgan: *He shook his head a bit, still smiling calmly. Seed was so predictable. //There goes another shirt... Damn you, little kitten...// A soft sigh escaped his lips as the redhead continued teasing his member. He continued working with the younger man's clothes, dropping the garments to the floor beside them. After getting his lover's shirt off, he concentrated on caressing the redhead's back. //Hmm, trying to make me lose control, aren't you... Not going to happen. And seems that you're giving up already.// He run his fingers through the red hair, then just stayed still, enjoying feeling his lover close to himself. //And... get on with it and get rid of my pants, if you're planning on doing anything...// He grinned a bit, slipping his right hand where Seed's was. He guided his lover's hand to the belt buckle.* You have a lot to learn, my love...

Seed: *Just by looking up and into those ice-blue eyes, he knew he'd never be able to put his lover into the position of submissive. That didn't mean he wouldn't stop trying, but he recognized then that the odds were against him. For one, he *really* didn't want to do so, and that realization caused him to utter a mild growl at his own indecisiveness.* "I know, I know...you don't have to remind me, master..." *He yanked at the belt, urgent to get ahold of what he considered one of his life's greatest pleasures. //Ack...thinking with my loins again// Culgan's constant touches were making him crazy, and he idly wondered if he had the same effect on his lover. His hand slipped into the pants and buried itself between cloth and skin, enjoying the heat. He dipped his head suddenly and licked at one proud nipple, then proceeded to spill kisses all over his partner's chest. In his urgency, he began working at the hardened member aggressively, but not without care. Culgan made him nuts, simple as that.* "Damn you..." *Unaware that he had spoken aloud, he slid down until he lay against the floor, and took Culgan's member into his mouth. It was the easiest way to keep from gnashing his teeth or biting the man, that was certain.*

Culgan: Hmmm? *A little surprised, he glanced down. He hadn't expected Seed to do this yet. //Then again, what should I expect... You're always too impatient.// His lover wasn't too experienced in doing this, but the feeling was still making him a bit weak. It had been a long time since anyone had done it to him.* Seed... *He whispered his lover's name, leaning back a bit. Then he smiled to himself, regaining his usual calmness. He continued caressing the younger man's shoulders now, knowing that the soft touch would make his lover insane. //Let's see how long you can continue that, my dear...// He knew too well that his tranquility usually frustrated his fiery lover. He continued smiling calmly, watching Seed's every move. Deep in his mind he was already planning on how they'd end up doing it. //Hmm, how romantic, making love in front of the fireplace...// *

Seed: *Delighted that he at least provoked some reaction from Culgan, he concentrated on the mutually pleasing act. There was little doubt of his skill in this, as perverse as that might sound, even though Culgan was his first and only lover. He had no reservations about providing oral stimulation, though he'd probably be even better if Culgan would allow the act more often. The older man was strangely adverse to it, and he, in all his brief acquaintance with serious sexual relationships, actually thought he knew the reason why. There was power in this act, and Culgan was in his control while he claimed him with his hungry mouth. There was little his lover could do, other than grab at his hair; he relaxed his throat as far as he was able to, thinking about Culgan forcing him to do this. //I'm a terrible seme...at least with him// Very warm now, his hands tickled at his lover's exposed flesh, playing about the area of his groin, touching everything he could. He visualized what he was doing, running teeth up the very hard member and then swallowing it again. //Horny...very horny...// A perverse thought filled him; what would Culgan do if his fingers began moving towards his lover's entrance? //Should I? Ah...what's he going to do, beat me?// That was it...now he was devouring the delightful hardness, and by Culgan's reactions, he knew his lover was close.*

Culgan: *He let Seed continue, enjoying it very much. Still, he looked as calm as always. //I'd guess you would want to hear me moan your name, wouldn't you, my dear... No, that's something I won't do. Besides...// He grabbed the red hair with his right hand, while still continuing to caress his lover's shoulders with the other. He knew he was still in control; whatever Seed did would never make him lose the coolness. //Being the one in control is a big responsibility, my love... So I hope you know what you're doing.// He grinned at the thought. Seed was inexperienced in this, but... //You've really had a great teacher. So let's see if you've done your homework.// Now he wasn't sure anymore how far he'd let the redhead take this, but he was still interested in seeing what the younger man was planning. //And, I also want to know if you have the guts to touch me... like that...// He watched his lover, smiling a bit evilly.*

Seed: *Clearly frustrated at Culgan's unwillingness to budge, even an inch, reverted his mood into one he was more acquainted with: a serious case of piss-off. He very much wanted to poke and prod inside his lover, but doubted he could do so without causing harm. //It's not that difficult// His mood demanded that he bite the other man; that would certainly get a reaction. //He wants me to give up// Warring emotions filled him and he withdrew, looking up in exasperation at his lover's sparkling eyes. The man was amused, it seemed. A growl exited his throat and instead of biting at what was sure to cause him extreme pain, he angrily returned to the member and dragged his teeth along the underside of it. At the same time, he dug his nails into Culgan's thighs, resisting the urge to scratch at them.*

Culgan: *He frowned a bit, feeling the slight pain in his thighs. But, he was used to getting his shoulders scratched, so he just shook his head, smiling calmly.* You could try being a bit more careful, you know. I never do that... *He run his fingers through the fine red hair, wondering if Seed would sometime want him to be a little more rough. //I'm sure you do... heh.// The redhead was clearly getting impatient now. He knew how Seed hated when he did everything slowly, and how it always drove the redhead crazy. //Ah, you'd want to do it already, wouldn't you... Hmm, we'll see soon enough.// He closed his eyes for a second, relaxing. His lover's touch wasn't actually very gentle, but it still felt great. //You just need some practice... I'm sure I'll remember to teach you later.// He played with the red hair, trying to guess how long would it take before the younger man would give up. He was sure that it wouldn't take too long.*

Seed: *The son of a bitch barely flinched at his assault. Culgan's control appeared seemless, and he'd remained at the initial sexual plateau his mouth had carried him to, without showing any signs of impending release. He didn't know whether to be insulted, depressed, angry, or even worry that he might no longer excite the bastard. His fears catapulted his rage into a righteous fury, which was where it usually ended up anyway, though rarely in Culgan's presence. Anger and temperamental fits of rage were one thing, but now he was darkly furious. He still didn't want to bite Culgan there, but he did want to shove a chair leg up his ass. He snickered unhappily and released the uncaring member, unbidden wetness in his eyes. He righted himself, straddled the naked thighs, drew back, and punched Culgan right in the stomach. //Let's see him keep this act up now...// Cursing hateful obscenities, he furthered his attack, hoping to get as many hits in as he possibly could.*

Culgan: *He had waited his lover to lose control soon, but this wasn't exactly what he had expected. The younger man got a few direct hits before he could react. //Ah... fighting hard tonight, I see...// Ignoring the pain, he grabbed Seed's wrists. He had to use some power to hold the redhead, but he finally settled for pressing the younger man to the floor. Quickly, he moved on top of his lover, making sure that Seed would stay there.* Calm down, Seed. What's with you? *He shook his head. The younger man was still trying to get free of his grip, so he tightened his hold. //Hmm, you really can't take it when I stay calm after all you did... heh.// He frowned, blinking a few times. The few first hits still hurt, and it took him some willpower to ignore the pain. He looked at the wine-brown eyes, staring firmly back at the fiery glare.* Enough already?

Seed: *He hissed into the face, tears leaking from his eyes as if they begrudged the loss.* "Enough? You hardly give me anything already, so how can I have enough of it?" *The words wrenched themselves out, spitting up into his enemy's face.* "I hate you!" *Gasping and struggling, he tried to get free, but the hold upon his wrists were like iron. He bucked, wriggling like an insanely angry child, whipping his head from side to side in hopes that it would find a shard of glass to impale itself on. He didn't know why he felt like this...how many times did Culgan have to say he loved him? //Damnit, I want him to show it! But...he does...it's just that he's not like me, and you know it...// Understanding did little to silence his rage, and he lifted his body up as far as he could, trying to bite Culgan's lips off, so that he could chew at the torn bloody mess in contentment. //Please stop me// Maybe he should just roll over and fuck himself silly on Culgan's still-hard member. It would shut him up, for one thing. The other man must certainly be in some pain from his resistance...blue they called it? His mind tilted haphazardly and the tears stopped, but his anger loomed large and threatening. Furious brown eyes glared at his lover with a snake's impassive hatred.*

Culgan: Hate me? Too bad, because I love you more than anything in this world... *He held the younger man down firmly, staring deep into the fiery eyes.* Enough. Stop fighting now. *The pain was calming now, and he could breath normally again. He shook his head, smiling at his squirming lover.* Stop it. You can't get away from me... ever. I love you, Seed. *He didn't know why he said that; probably just to try to calm the redhead. //But I mean those words... I've loved you longer than I can remember.// He suddenly just wanted to hold Seed and convince him that he truly loved him... //But I can't exactly do that, when you're still trying to fight. And besides... you're hard.// He smirked at that note, studying his lover's angry face. Then he leaned down, pressing his lips against the redhead's for a passionate kiss.*

Seed: *As quickly as his anger had consumed him, it fled before the utterance of those three small words. He squirmed, uncomfortable now, his embarrassment complete. If Culgan showed nothing before his fits of temper, he could make up for it with the emotion behind those same words. He was still angry, but it redirected towards himself, melting into nothingness when his lips met Culgan's. //Like a woman// Distressed and flustered, he let himself be controlled then, as if his body and mind gave him a choice. He had little control over himself around Culgan, no matter how hard he tried to prove otherwise. Relaxing beneath the more powerful frame, he slid his arms upward, where they lay loosely around his lover's neck.* "I still hate you...for making me weak...so if you don't mind, would you please continue what you're doing in a more intimate sense?" *The kiss deepened, the feel of speaking against those lips more erotic than he could explain.*

Culgan: //As you wish, my love...// *He continued kissing his lover, knowing very well what in his kisses made the redhead insane. //I know I make you weak... you hate feeling weak, but there's nothing you can do when I touch you...// Now that he didn't need to hold his lover's wrists anymore, he slid his right hand under the younger man's head. After a while, he broke the kiss, looking at the wine-brown eyes.* Well. Feeling better now? That's good... *He touched his lover's beautiful face softly, then sighed.* If we're going to do anything, better if I finish something... *He hadn't had the chance to get the redhead completely naked earlier, so Seed was still wearing his pants. Now, he got up a little, skillfully getting rid of the last of his lover's clothes.* That's better. Now... *He lay back down next to the younger man, leaning close for another kiss.*

Seed: *He made a purring noise, wrapping one long leg about his lover's thigh. He rubbed against Culgan, resisting the urge to voice his satisfaction, lest he lose himself in total submission. Without being too agressive, he returned the kiss passionately, at the same time gently forcing Culgan onto his back. Breaking the kiss and sitting up with a grin, he straddled his amused partner and ran slender fingers down the well-formed chest.* "Why are you so good to me..." *He had no specific reason for asking the question, but he often wondered why Culgan remained with him, especially following his violent outbursts. He shifted the two of them as best he could, and his lover lay propped against the pillows, just as he had earlier. //I love looking at you...so handsome// Another purring sound, and he bent forward to kiss his lover, who was giving him the most peculiar smile. //Well...at least I think I can do this. Um...the oil...// He grabbed at the bottle in Culgan's discarded clothes, eventually finding it. After the episode at the abandoned fort, Culgan never went anywhere without it, much to his own chagrin.*

Culgan: *He lay on the pillows, relaxed. He couldn't help smiling when he watched the younger man //Ah, so beautiful...// He could easily guess what Seed wanted to do now, and it didn't bother him. Of course, he would've preferred to be the one on top, being able to caress his lover during their lovemaking, but this was fine too. //This should be interesting...// He laughed softly, watching Seed working to open the small bottle, obviously a bit frustrated. Nowadays, he carried some oil with him; after several little scenes, he'd come to the conclusion that since the redhead wanted to make love in some pretty weird places sometimes, he'd better have some oil; after all, he didn't want to hurt his lover again. //Damn you... but you leave me no choice, I'll have to carry that...// He shook his head, taking the bottle from the younger man.* Let me... *He opened it easily, then gave it back to his lover.* There you go...

Seed: *Flustered by the bottle's resistance, and breathing in an extremely erratic manner, he spilled most the lightly scented oil where it wasn't supposed to go. He wanted to rub it downwards with his cheek, lips, and hands, but he settled on the last. Sweat and oil in the wrong places didn't mix too well, and he was certain he'd end up sweating plenty tonight. Tamed but catty, he drew the oil everywhere he could, pausing for dramatic purposes before drawing himself upwards and applying the oil to his own entrance. He'd never done that before, and the thought that Culgan might find it appealing compelled him to at least try. It wasn't anything new, except for the fact he was being watched while doing it, and it wasn't his member he was concentrating on. He blushed furiously, intent on the act and hoping he didn't look too stupid. He was in for a few firsts tonight, and his lover seemed to enjoy his aggression. //Okay...time for the real thing...// He let out a shaky sigh and came to his knees, careful to keep what grip he could on his lover's member. It was tougher than it seemed, since his angle wasn't exact, and a mild flare of pain made him gasp.*

Culgan: *He grinned when watching Seed playing with the oil. //Heh, I really should take care of that... you're wasting good oil. Smaller amount is enough...// He shook his head a bit when the younger man finally got things ready.* Careful now, my love. *He leaned up a bit and placed his hands on Seed's waist.* Try to relax or you'll end up hurting yourself... There, that's better... *He sighed silently, closing his eyes for a short moment. Feeling Seed like this always felt great, an this time wasn't an exception. He relaxed against the pillows, looking at his lover, smiling. The redhead looked a bit funny, sitting there like that. He grinned again, very amused.* Did you know that you look kind of cute like that? *He laughed a bit, then moved his hands to caress the redhead's thighs.*

Seed: *Straining briefly, he took a moment to flash a look of annoyance at his lover.* "Cute? I look cute to you?" *With Culgan's help, he was able to welcome in the tip of his lover's member without much damage to himself. Slowly then, he seated himself completely, sighing contentedly when he could push down no further. He thought dark thoughts again, deep-rooted submissive fantasies that only came out in intimate moments, and that was all it took to get him moving. //What is wrong with me?// His fingers traced the fine outline of musculature in his lover's abdomen as he settled, his own body slowly accommodating to the invader, no matter how welcome it might be. He didn't know how long he could keep control of the situation, and so he began on the minimal movements, bringing himself up and then slowly back down again. Every so often he withdrew completely, kissed his lover's warm lips, and then settled back down. It wasn't easy work, but he found the extra effort added to the pleasure, making him more sensitive than usual. He grinned in the firelight, a dark, feline hunger that whipped itself towards Culgan, demanding to be fed.*

Culgan: *Feeling relaxed, he watched his lover's slow movements, still caressing the soft thighs.* Cute... that, and also very beautiful and desirable... *He moved his right hand up a little, stopping it to fondle his lover's member. //Takes a lot self-control, doesn't it, my dear...// He gave Seed a loving smile, then changed his position a bit so that it was easier for the younger man to kiss him. He still missed being the one in control, and being able to caress the redhead's skin and kiss him passionately while making love, but he enjoyed the current situation, too. Besides, it was interesting to see how long the younger man could keep moving slowly and calmly. //I suspect you will get too excited soon and give up...//*

Seed: *This was almost more work than it was worth; besides the initial fear and pain, he really couldn't see why other couples fought over the submissive role in bed. Then again, he honestly had no desire to control Culgan, so what did he know about how he'd act with another man. He was insanely curious and had been for some time, but understood that if he were the dominant with anyone else, he'd break that partner with rage alone; that same violence had no effect on Culgan, who at times made him angry and passive in the same moment. He leaned forward and kissed the silver head lovingly. And then he stilled completely, loathe to stop but unable to stand his own demanding need for this man's control. He separated from his lover, all the while watching the handsome face and magnificent blue eyes. //Interesting// His mood shifting between feral hunger and wantonness, he tugged his loved down atop him, collapsing into the warm pillows gracelessly, legs already seeking purchase around Culgan's thighs and lips seeking the warmth of his lover's mouth.*

Culgan: *Almost having trouble with suppress the urge to laugh, he shook his head as the redhead drew him on top of him. He had seen this coming and was very prepared, but the situation still almost made him laugh. //There goes your self-control again... So easily.// Then he just pressed his lips against the younger man's, feeling how Seed needed him. //You're not easy to control, dear. You fight back, and never give up... until it comes to this, eh...// He knew his lover was too aggressive to play submissive for anyone else - anyone who didn't have the patience he had. Seed surely didn't made things easy for him, but he never complained. //I love you too much. Damn you for that...// His lover squirmed impatiently under him. He broke the kiss for a moment, only to shift his position a little. Then he thrust in, welcoming the warmness around his member again. //You're so perfect, my love...// He covered the redhead's lips with his own again, kissing him gently but passionately.*

Seed: *His body attempted to reject that initial thrust, and he clamped himself very tightly about his lover. This was what he'd craved... power, dominance, and a feeling of fulfillment that made sex as powerful as many claimed it to be. The concept was no longer vague or silly to him; he'd make a fool of himself to keep this man in his bed. Again, curiosity about what it was like as the penetrating partner came to mind, and he wondered if the feeling of being taken in was as intoxicating as that of being filled. He was certainly devouring Culgan right now, drawing every inch he could take into himself, rocking back on the pillows with each not-so-gentle thrust.* "Mmm..." The waning firelight added to his general body heat, lulling him into a sexual stupor that helped him control his body's reaction to their love-making. He relaxed even further, releasing an occasional soft cry and trying to caress his lover, instead of his usual scratching and biting. With any luck, he could hold out as long as Culgan tonight.*

Culgan: *He kept the younger man busy with his gentle kisses, but couldn't help being at least a bit amazed by his lover's calmness at the moment. //Hmm... So relaxed. That's not like you, but I like it... Better than getting my shoulder's scratched, at least.// He felt pretty warm and relaxed himself, like they'd have all the time in the world to finish this. He continued moving slowly, his hands caressing the redhead's soft skin. He smiled, studying the peaceful reflection on his lover's face. //So beautiful.// He concentrated back on kissing the younger man, closing his eyes and just enjoying the moment. //Hmm, but usually you've released at least once by now, my love... Then again, we don't usually do it like we do tonight... Are you planning on trying to wait until I...?// In his mind, he grinned at that thought. Seed would have to give up first... //Because you always give up before I do... and if I can't get you to do that, then my name is not Culgan...// His goal was decided now, so he continued caressing his lover, knowing exactly how to do everything so that it would make the redhead insane.*

Seed: *Not surprised in the least to sense that Culgan was on to his intentions, he continued to suppress his need for release by focusing on his lover's mouth. It was very warm in there, and his tongue poked and prodded at anything it could reach. He then felt his lips being captured and suckled at, Culgan's tongue warring for dominance and winning. It was as if he was being filled everywhere now, the kiss becoming as powerful as their lovemaking. It did little for his control, and he tensed, loathe to let his lover win again, grasping at the carpet in an attempt to regain his senses. He tried focusing on the feelings, but that was exactly the wrong thing to do. It was as if he'd gone up in flames, and his hands released the floor and dug into his lover's shoulders. The familiar arch, after which all feeling centered in his groin, then the sense of an impending explosion which finally brought release. He sobbed and bucked beneath Culgan, experiencing the mother of all orgasms. The fullness was still there, and he wondered if it were possible to live through this again. He returned his body to Culgan, knowing his lover would not end it without him releasing again.*

Culgan: *He would have smiled victoriously, but he was too concentrated on kissing Seed. But he knew he had won. After all, it wasn't too hard to notice that his lover had released... //Good, my dear... I was expecting that... Now...// Determined to get the younger man to do it again, he continued caressing his lover's skin. He felt mild pain on his shoulders again, but ignored it, being too used to it. //Well, at least that's more like you now...// Seed's actions were indeed more like they usually were, and that made him a bit more excited, too. He knew his fiery lover would've wanted him to move faster, so he deliberately continued thrusting in slowly, doing everything with the same calm way he always did things. He knew Seed hated it, as it was the total opposite of how the redhead wanted things done. //But that's also one of the reasons why you love me... You need me to calm you down...// *

Seed: *//How does he do that???// He marveled at his lover's control, wishing he could find something that would make Culgan as easy as he was. Then again, he'd probably not even know if he did find it, for Culgan would control his reaction in the same way he controlled him. Excited by the thought, he stuttered out his lover's name before his ability to form words left him. The following cries were too large to contain, and he let out whimpering mews as he worked towards his second release. Always painful, and more a goal than a pleasure. It was during this time that his body was not his; he was at the mercy of Culgan's need, and the knowledge that he'd be forced to another release whether he liked it or not. He squealed when Culgan touched his member, his breathing very hard and tight. He wondered what it would be like for them to release simultaneously, before the idiot stars broke across his vision and he let out a small, seemingly victorious cry, his body attempting to merge with Culgan's. Sagging back onto the pillows, he kept himself open to his lover, a small sheen of perspiration covering his body. Soon enough, he was aware only of the feel of this lover still moving above and within him.*

Culgan: *He smiled as he felt Seed's second release. He was well aware of how exhausted his lover was now, so it was time to finish this. //Tired, my love... don't worry, you can rest soon...// He had never had any problems on controlling himself until the end, and this time wasn't an exception. He closed his eyes, pressing his lips against the redhead's for once more as he thrust in gently few more times, then released himself. He took a deep breath, then relaxed, studying his lover's face.* Tired, my love? *He asked, his voice still calm but more gentle than usual. He stroked the red hair, then kissed the younger man. //I'd guess you are pretty tired, after all this... But it certainly was interesting...// He grinned to himself a bit, thinking about how they'd have to try again sometime, as this was a good way of teaching the redhead some self-control.*

Seed: *Warmth filled him and he squirmed, regretting the loss of ownership that soon followed. The fullness within his body left him, an action both welcomed and hated at the same time. Aware only of the soothing voice and warm body upon his, he fell into a thin sleep, enjoying the gentle kisses upon his face and lips. He wasn't very responsive, but he very much enjoyed the post-coital intimacy of Culgan's coddling. As usual, once he regained control apart from his lover, he would wonder how the silver-haired man had so much power over him. Distrust, desire, and love would again war with each other. For now, he stretched slightly and murmured an agreeable consent, exhausted and wanting only to sleep in his lover's arms.*

Culgan: Hmm... tired indeed. *He felt his lover drifting into sleep already, so he got up, glancing at the clothes lying on the floor. //I'll take care of those later...// He sighed, smiling as he looked at the younger man. Seed looked so fragile, lying there against the pillows. He shook his head a bit, unable to stop smiling. //I guess we need to clean up a bit. But don't you worry, my love, I will take care of everything...// He knelt down beside the redhead and picked him up carefully. He carried his lover to the bedroom and placed him on the bed gently. He left for a moment, only to return with some water. He cleaned them both, then slipped into the bed next to the younger man, wrapping his arms around his now-sleeping lover. //Mine...// He closed his eyes, just listening to Seed's steady breathing until he fell asleep.*